tis true lee yes mate. BUT whilts it supposed to be fairly wrong, (ie christian looking for sanction/proof/ black magic etc )it still does not help my loss from this year, ie my aunt as you know

Boy this year aint half been an insight into finding your real friends and who they are and how well they wil stand up by you,

More importantly is that i have yes now come to terms with the death and i can post this emoticon very proudly.

Its took me 9 months to deal with this in all honesty Lee and will take a while yet. Whilst i do believe etc its still hard.

The next step for me really is this medium visit my friend, I knwo she is ok, but i want to hear to for myself