Sorry to hear that Lewis
Seriously Dude, you should come to the party at the weekend. If nothing else have a good drink and surround yourself with likeminded people. We'll look after you and make sure you have a good time!
If your still having transport issues, get yourself on a train as close as you can get and i'll come pick you up dude. its no trouble at all.
Chin up, i know it's bleak right now, but time is a good healer. Let your mates try and help you through it.