Well devistated is a word I have never used b4! but its the only word I can think of that even come sclose to how I am feelin right now!

As some of ya know me & the mrs have been havin a few prob recently! I hought we could worj through them & get things sorted! but she didnt!

I cabt say i tryely understand y it has happened or what caused it! A mixture of things I expect from both sides but she never really sapoke to me about any probs & just sort of bottled everythin up!

When I met her I thought this was it I have found “The 1” those of u that have ever met her know she was a top lass & I thought was perfect for me! Now commitment was never a word in my vocabulary before this girl & like a idiot I was even goin to purpose this xmas!

Can honestly say this has totally fooked me up inside & really dunno how I am gonna manage without her! But I know I have to move on!

This is not a sympathy p[ost just needed to talk about it I suppose & mayb c if any1 had some words of wisdom or whatever!

Just proper messed up!