He suffered from depression and we were told that an illness like that meant that he simply wasn't aware of what he was doing.
Thats what was said at my auntys inquest.. did help.
Is scary thou, im on anti depressents, but randomly been getting suicide thoughts, i went to the doctor about it an all they said was they were "automatic thoughts to do with the medication"
Id never ever do it, its weird how the thought randomly pops in my head, an as soon as it came its gone