I did indeed ask pet to delete the post NOT coz of any of the replys givin but it was a stupid post to start in the first place. @ 3am i wasnt exactkly thinking straight. I never started the post to get sympathy from u guys far from it i did it coz i was so angry at my self more than anything for being so stupid in the first place.

any one who knows me will tell u i'm not a bad bloke and am generally pretty sensiable it was just a mistake that will haunt me for the rest of my life. at the ned of the day think of me what u will, its a free country after all