how the fcuk am i jealous you idiot.

you aint got a clue. its not about jealousy or anything else. its about going out of your way to not say certian things in a story to make yourself sound more hard done by than you actually are.

Why does that make me jealous? What because i cant understand why, on a public forum there is a post for donations towards a cause that i dont agree with. I am not the only one who has been in her situation, i am simply the only person on here who disagress with the idea and has the bo11ox to say so. This is proven by the private messages i have had from various people saying well done for saying what others are thinking.

oh i forgot the thread, please only post here if you are helping Maria.

ranj - you keep on going on about zoo motorsport. what about them. i haven't seen them donate any money yet, have they? I said i can understand work being offered for cheap, or whatever, to help someone out if they feel the need to do so, but on a public forum to start a donation fund for someone who has simply experienced something that all of us cosworth owners have experienced is an absolute fcuking joke.

"ffs just grasp the fact that ur jealous that no one ever helped u,"

and ranj you wouldn't be sitting there quoting bullshit about stuff you dont know again would you? not the first time really is it. I did get help off of people when i had my load of shit but not in the way of a public forum donation plea. I aint no fcuking charity!!!