Tiff I really feel for you.I just read this thread and now I got a lump in my throat.I dont get the chance to visit this board often coz of work but there are some top people on here.My mum in law died from the same illness in january and its hard to watch my other half and her dad sometimes.I get through it by thinkin that one day we all meet up again and have a megger party up there.might sound daft but I think there must be something like that.life couldnt be that cruel could it?thinkin of you fella.