Is it just fruit machines mate...

One thing me and Chip always joke about is the return of winning is ALWAYS written on the fruity. Just by the coin slot.. When you next get the urge, look at this and remind yourself that for every time you put £1 in your only going to get 80p out... I know that other people are putting money in but you never know when they last paid out...

Sorry it doesn't help much, and I do feel for you and understand how difficult it is to brake the cycle... Try focousing towards another project, and the only way you can fund the project is through using the money that you would for gabling.