i can only begin to imagine what u have spend. i have a friend that has spent 15k purely on mods and maintainence for the mods breaking and its hard to see where the cash has been spent. im guessing u have spend alot more than that one it but thats your business.
if it brings u pleasure driving it then theres your answer if u ever feel peed off
i would never spend stupid amounts on a car though, i prefer the standard route. its cheaper that way