baz cheers buddy

Yes i understand all the shit i could get into. Thing is as you all know me by now, i want more more more all the time and i will fight tooth and nail to do it

The situation with me aunt has recently inspired me to rethink stuff of late , including the fact i started this site in january.

Now call me sad, but i dont want to die with a gravestone saying ian taylor rip 1975-20??????????

i'd rather die with this site carrying on ( as discussed with cos33 and sorted cossie weeks ago) with my name still alive and a business thats the same for my kids.

I can choose to go on in life being content. That is not me at all. Sorry. I need and want more. I dream and try to achieve my dreams,

If it dont work out, at least i can say, hey i had a go as opposed to not doing it.

Ona cherrier note yeh any contacts would be great baz